I've made peace with it but human language is very odd. I still use terms such as "like/love" "miss you" "looking forward to" but I'm cut off from the emotions behind it. Most people I know well know this and I've explained it to them but it does trip me up at times because it feels dishonest.
I think that happens to everyone. I think most times people say they're "looking forward to seeing you" do it out of politeness, not an overwhelming feeling of anticipation.
