I struggled with the same before. What I invite you to look at is: are you trying to be successful more than you are trying to serve people? Business is helping people in exchange for money. If you’re super preoccupied about being successful, you don’t have the mental resourcefulness to genuinely figure out how to help others. The energy of “need” you put out in the world is reflected to you as scarcity. If you start shifting things around and genuinely look for people to help, things will change. But it may require some soul searching, which means time. I am sure there is something for you to learn here. You’ve given up on trying too hard, that’s a good thing. Now, don’t give up on yourself. You have something to give.