At some point after that, you'll realize that "leaders" and people who are seen to have the authority and capability to solve problems have a vested interest in perpetuating problems and making them worse.

The idealism to cynicism pipeline. Unfortunately, it's often true, even if you try to do something against it.

Well, cynicism isn't the total opposite of idealism. You can have an ideal that's compatible with cynicism, such as to create a revolutionary new product, which people will adopt because (here's the cynical part) they are interested in elevating their own status or quality of life.

“There are four reasons why the Cynics are so named.

First because of the indifference of their way of life, for they make a cult of indifference and, like dogs, eat and make love in public, go barefoot, and sleep in tubs and at crossroads.

The second reason is that the dog is a shameless animal, and they make a cult of shamelessness, not as being beneath modesty, but as superior to it.

The third reason is that the dog is a good guard, and they guard the tenets of their philosophy.

The fourth reason is that the dog is a discriminating animal which can distinguish between its friends and enemies. So do they recognize as friends those who are suited to philosophy, and receive them kindly, while those unfitted they drive away, like dogs, by barking at them.”

Give it another decade. Then you'll realize that most of our problems are self-inflicted.