I highly suggest you push through it. Mathematical knowledge ties in together very well. It's like snowboarding. Once you get over the initial hump, it'll come fairly easily to you (what's often called "mathematical maturity"). Then you'll be able to easily learn about statistics and ML if you want to experiment, or scene rendering, or differential geometry, or audio processing, and on, and on. Computers were originally created to be calculating machines, and they remain great ways to blend math with instructions.