I have a job and my parents try their best to support me, but since last year (before the covid) something broke in me and i can't enjoy anything.

Waking up is so hard, i started going to work late every day (flexible hour) and i can't sleep, i'm always anxyous and the medicine prescribed to me aren't helping. I'm tired all the time and i don't know what to do.

I constantly think about suicide but apparently is a sideeffect of what i'm taking so i'm not too worried about it.