> In autumn 2005 I became clinically depressed. My physician put me on the then-standard treatment for depression, an SSRI. But she wasn’t aware that for some people an SSRI doesn’t gently treat depression, it puts them on the ceiling. I took the SSRI for three months, by which time I was grandiose, extremely self-righteous and very combative – myself turned up to one hundred and eleven. I did a number of very silly things whilst on the SSRI and some more in the immediate aftermath, amongst them writing “The camel has two humps”. I’m fairly sure that I believed, at the time, that there were people who couldn’t learn to program and that Dehnadi had proved it. The paper doesn’t exactly make that claim, but it comes pretty close. Perhaps I wanted to believe it because it would explain why I’d so often failed to teach them. It was an absurd claim because I didn’t have the extraordinary evidence needed to support it. I no longer believe it’s true.
> In autumn 2005 I became clinically depressed. My physician put me on the then-standard treatment for depression, an SSRI. But she wasn’t aware that for some people an SSRI doesn’t gently treat depression, it puts them on the ceiling. I took the SSRI for three months, by which time I was grandiose, extremely self-righteous and very combative – myself turned up to one hundred and eleven. I did a number of very silly things whilst on the SSRI and some more in the immediate aftermath, amongst them writing “The camel has two humps”. I’m fairly sure that I believed, at the time, that there were people who couldn’t learn to program and that Dehnadi had proved it. The paper doesn’t exactly make that claim, but it comes pretty close. Perhaps I wanted to believe it because it would explain why I’d so often failed to teach them. It was an absurd claim because I didn’t have the extraordinary evidence needed to support it. I no longer believe it’s true.
A sad story :(