Thanks. I do recognize myself very much in what you described. I've been convinced that I have ADHD for quite a while already, but I always was against the idea of taking medication... I was still doing fine when I was younger, but I'm now somehow unable to focus to do homeworks, at all... I procrastinate, fall so much behind, get super stressed about it, and instead of being motivated like I used to (hello panic monster) I just "crash", panic, give up everything and fail classes. Not great for self-esteem and general happiness.

I guess I'll reconsider seeking professional help and medication