Yes, we are on the same page there. I think due to depression during my formative years, I have a mix of slight apathy towards expectations and a slightly off motivation system, which leads me to be very lazy - really only doing what is necessary to get a mantainable product and not so much caring about what other people want. Working in two software companies during studies was okay, but I really hope to sell my own software one day!

Glad to see you making progress!