My relationship didn’t survive my ex-wife’s sickness. She had bouts with clinical depression and was at times not motivated to do anything. I did everything at home and because of her illness she was easily irritated at me and impulsive, I dreaded coming hone sometimes. We decided to split after she recovered, we couldn’t heal the relationship.
I often think about it as my weakest moment and biggest failure.
Don't beat yourself up. You pushed through this, waited for her becoming better. There's nothing weak about realizing that it can't go forward at some point in time, especially after she recovered (and not before).
I often think about it as my weakest moment and biggest failure.