I feel similarly. I want free speech, but tempered enough to not bum me out. Reddit is too constrictive, voat is almost as bad as 4chan.

I long for the olden days when bbs allowed for lots of diverse stuff without people being banned for mentioning a leaked game of throne episode, or cgi boob.

Right now, I feel similarly toward Reddit as Google- moving in an anti-user direction, but no viable alternative to quit to.