Ask why you hate yourself for it. I went through a similar patch and realized it's because the world around me lives a dissimilar/opposite lifestyle. The thing that unhinged me was this quote:
> “However beautiful the strategy, you should occasionally look at the results.” - Winston Churchill (supposedly, seems to be misattributed).
When I read this, I started to look at folks differently. I started to ask "do I want what they have? Are they where I want to be?" If not, try the opposite direction. Enough people have the other side covered; be an explorer and see what the other life is like. Sure, I could be "wrong," but life is subjective—live it how you want. No need to be guilty.
> “However beautiful the strategy, you should occasionally look at the results.” - Winston Churchill (supposedly, seems to be misattributed).
When I read this, I started to look at folks differently. I started to ask "do I want what they have? Are they where I want to be?" If not, try the opposite direction. Enough people have the other side covered; be an explorer and see what the other life is like. Sure, I could be "wrong," but life is subjective—live it how you want. No need to be guilty.