Less anecdotally, millions of other people did much the same as you.
It would appear that the risk of severe and/or long-term side effects is actually pretty low, otherwise we'd be seeing many, many cases by now.
Note that this isn't evidence that there weren't more subtle long-term effects, but it seems clear that the fear of devastating brain damage was somewhat overblown, especially given that you and many of your peers were consuming drug of dubious purity in uncontrolled settings.
Note that this isn't an endorsement of taking MDMA recreationally, but it seems to me that it's almost certainly safe enough to use in treatment, especially for something as devastating as PTSD (where no treatment or ineffective treatment so often result in death).
It would appear that the risk of severe and/or long-term side effects is actually pretty low, otherwise we'd be seeing many, many cases by now.
Note that this isn't evidence that there weren't more subtle long-term effects, but it seems clear that the fear of devastating brain damage was somewhat overblown, especially given that you and many of your peers were consuming drug of dubious purity in uncontrolled settings.
Note that this isn't an endorsement of taking MDMA recreationally, but it seems to me that it's almost certainly safe enough to use in treatment, especially for something as devastating as PTSD (where no treatment or ineffective treatment so often result in death).